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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Both are deadly gas emissions contributing to global warming, and both smell like poop, but the whole gist of this post is whether you're a Country Girl, or a City Girl? Or boy, It's just I'm coming from my views here.
My friends at school have different ambitions than I have. They want to own farms with cows and sheep, wear black gumboots and drive tractors; I want to work in a moderately hands on job, talk to people, travel, wear comfy yet sophisticated clothing and drive a Volvo.
I think my friends are deprived. Some of them have never travelled further than a 50km radius of this teeny-weeny city. In a way, I suppose they're just innocent. War in Afghanistan? Nah, It's just on TV. Shopping malls more than 3 stories high? You've got to be kidding me. Aeroplane rides more than 4 hours long? Wow, that plane must be going in circles!
I can't really decide which of the above I am...I LOVE grass, and cartwheeling and trees, but I also LOVE humongous shopping complexes and walking along a crowded street.
Ah, the burdens of knowing what's out there.
Too many choices....
"I know!"
★ Country Pancakes or Toxic Exhuast Fumes? ★
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 ( 2:07 PM )
Both are deadly gas emissions contributing to global warming, and both smell like poop, but the whole gist of this post is whether you're a Country Girl, or a City Girl? Or boy, It's just I'm coming from my views here.
My friends at school have different ambitions than I have. They want to own farms with cows and sheep, wear black gumboots and drive tractors; I want to work in a moderately hands on job, talk to people, travel, wear comfy yet sophisticated clothing and drive a Volvo.
I think my friends are deprived. Some of them have never travelled further than a 50km radius of this teeny-weeny city. In a way, I suppose they're just innocent. War in Afghanistan? Nah, It's just on TV. Shopping malls more than 3 stories high? You've got to be kidding me. Aeroplane rides more than 4 hours long? Wow, that plane must be going in circles!
I can't really decide which of the above I am...I LOVE grass, and cartwheeling and trees, but I also LOVE humongous shopping complexes and walking along a crowded street.
Ah, the burdens of knowing what's out there.
Too many choices....
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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