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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Okay, as I promised some people, here is another song I wrote.
I wrote it based on how the earthquake totally turned my life upside down, how I really missed how it used to be in the old days and how I'm gonna miss it now after I move.
Here it is...
Taken Too Soon
We laughed and threw crude remarks, at each other
'Cos that was our own way of fun.
When one of us was feeling a little, under the weather,
We knew for sure, how to cheer them up.
And when we went through a rough patch,
There were others to hold,
Thinking there was no one to catch us,
Well, we were wrong.
Yet the good times faded out like sunsets,
But ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
I missed the smiles and warmth, of the old days,
Where I had trust in routine.
Now I'm wishing we were there, once again,
Reliving all the good times.
Taking it all for granted it seems,
Only makes the memories grey.
Praying for a chance to redeem,
What we lost that day.
'Cos the good times faded out like sunsets,
But ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions,
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
And fate doesn't forgive like life does,
We'll never get those days back again.
So I guess there really isn't much use,
to keep on praying and remembering,
'Cos the good times faded out like sunsets,
Though ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions,
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
"I know!"
★ Change. Yukky. ★
Wednesday, May 4, 2011 ( 7:48 PM )
Okay, as I promised some people, here is another song I wrote.
I wrote it based on how the earthquake totally turned my life upside down, how I really missed how it used to be in the old days and how I'm gonna miss it now after I move.
Here it is...
Taken Too Soon
We laughed and threw crude remarks, at each other
'Cos that was our own way of fun.
When one of us was feeling a little, under the weather,
We knew for sure, how to cheer them up.
And when we went through a rough patch,
There were others to hold,
Thinking there was no one to catch us,
Well, we were wrong.
Yet the good times faded out like sunsets,
But ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
I missed the smiles and warmth, of the old days,
Where I had trust in routine.
Now I'm wishing we were there, once again,
Reliving all the good times.
Taking it all for granted it seems,
Only makes the memories grey.
Praying for a chance to redeem,
What we lost that day.
'Cos the good times faded out like sunsets,
But ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions,
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
And fate doesn't forgive like life does,
We'll never get those days back again.
So I guess there really isn't much use,
to keep on praying and remembering,
'Cos the good times faded out like sunsets,
Though ours would never again rise,
Even though we knew the day would come,
When we went in different directions,
It was unexpectedly early,
Taken too soon.
Hope you guys like it!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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