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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
I feel sorry for all those people who can't express what they're going through or feeling like inside (grrr sounds cliche). I myself, know how they feel. Before blogging, I used to write lengthy diary entries which had no point whatsoever, and could endlessly ramble on about how deprressing life was or how happy I was that day because my mum bought chocolate icecream or something, but now, I can blog for the world to see my inner awesomeness, and write songs which is even better because people can (hopefully) relate to them and enjoy the music too.
I can even blog my songs and if I'm especially bored, write a song about blogging and then blog the song about blogging!
I also think that people who don't have a source to pour out all their emotions can either explode, implode or partially do both. You're either violent or have a sudden outburst or suicidal which is exploding and imploding explained respectively. Whether it's talking to someone (if you're comfortable, I know I never was), writing it down (even if it sounds like crap, like mine) using a punching bag, whatever, you have to let it go you know? I've exploded and imploded, been there done that. It sucks. Life sucks. But we get over it.
And right now I am happy. Yay!
So please, if you do not have a way of expressing your inner awesomeness, take this inspirational blog post and find a way to do so!
[And I am sorry Kung Fu Panda for taking away your slogan :( ]
"I know!"
★ Expressing my Inner Awesomeness, throught the Art of Blogging. ★
Monday, June 27, 2011 ( 4:53 PM )
I feel sorry for all those people who can't express what they're going through or feeling like inside (grrr sounds cliche). I myself, know how they feel. Before blogging, I used to write lengthy diary entries which had no point whatsoever, and could endlessly ramble on about how deprressing life was or how happy I was that day because my mum bought chocolate icecream or something, but now, I can blog for the world to see my inner awesomeness, and write songs which is even better because people can (hopefully) relate to them and enjoy the music too.
I can even blog my songs and if I'm especially bored, write a song about blogging and then blog the song about blogging!
I also think that people who don't have a source to pour out all their emotions can either explode, implode or partially do both. You're either violent or have a sudden outburst or suicidal which is exploding and imploding explained respectively. Whether it's talking to someone (if you're comfortable, I know I never was), writing it down (even if it sounds like crap, like mine) using a punching bag, whatever, you have to let it go you know? I've exploded and imploded, been there done that. It sucks. Life sucks. But we get over it.
And right now I am happy. Yay!
So please, if you do not have a way of expressing your inner awesomeness, take this inspirational blog post and find a way to do so!
[And I am sorry Kung Fu Panda for taking away your slogan :( ]
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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