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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
There are people out there that once you meet and start talking, you'll find are creepily similar to you. So much so, that the similarities become majority and no longer coincidental. Even if you haven't had the same upbringing, lived in the same cities, or been to the same schools, you've shared the same experiences.
Maybe it helps that you weren't in the exact same locations and scenarios, there's always two ways to look at something, and no two people can see one scenario the same. But two people can have the same feelings about two similar situations. Still with me?
To cut a long story short, it gives you hope in that maybe you're not the only one out there who has felt like you do. Maybe it is part of life after all and not some mental illness, unless you happen to both be suffering from the same mental illness of course, but all the same, you're still sharing the same emotion.
Since I'm not really one for people interaction, I don't know how this strange twist of fate came to bring us both, but I really hope that it was meant to be and that everything will work out okay later in life for us lost souls (well, I'm a lost soul).
Dedicated to my good friend Nicole Lok. Visit her blog http://trajectory-and-surreality.blogspot.com for the thoughts of a girl almost like me (except she's a million times more awesome with all the brains she's got in her head.)
"I know!"
★ Being the same, differently. ★
Wednesday, July 27, 2011 ( 8:20 PM )
There are people out there that once you meet and start talking, you'll find are creepily similar to you. So much so, that the similarities become majority and no longer coincidental. Even if you haven't had the same upbringing, lived in the same cities, or been to the same schools, you've shared the same experiences.
Maybe it helps that you weren't in the exact same locations and scenarios, there's always two ways to look at something, and no two people can see one scenario the same. But two people can have the same feelings about two similar situations. Still with me?
To cut a long story short, it gives you hope in that maybe you're not the only one out there who has felt like you do. Maybe it is part of life after all and not some mental illness, unless you happen to both be suffering from the same mental illness of course, but all the same, you're still sharing the same emotion.
Since I'm not really one for people interaction, I don't know how this strange twist of fate came to bring us both, but I really hope that it was meant to be and that everything will work out okay later in life for us lost souls (well, I'm a lost soul).
Dedicated to my good friend Nicole Lok. Visit her blog http://trajectory-and-surreality.blogspot.com for the thoughts of a girl almost like me (except she's a million times more awesome with all the brains she's got in her head.)
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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