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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Cold wind whips like anything. It stings like hell,
but I love it anyway.
It makes my hands cold and stiff, the way I like it.
The sky was so clear this morning, and the air so sharp,
Ahh, winter.
Sometimes being uncomfortable is a good reminder that I'm supposed to be doing something productive, and that there are things stopping me.
It's not all fun and games.
Of course, that is what pain is for.
I'm no adrenaline junkie, no way!
Although I am a little crazy.
And sometimes I feel the need to put myself in uncomfortable situations.
Anyway, if you get too comfortable, you'll be less willing to move, and get up, and that's when things go slooooooooow.
And it's hard to get going again.
I gotta get some momentum.
Keeping up? I don't even know what I'm talking about.
I'm sitting here in music extension, blogging, because I've finished my composition (the composing part) and we have a substitute teacher/reliever (whatever you call it).
Oh and for some strange reason, I'm listening to Selena Gomez.
Insanity calls.
"I know!"
★ Cold & Ice. ★
Monday, August 15, 2011 ( 12:48 PM )
Cold wind whips like anything. It stings like hell,
but I love it anyway.
It makes my hands cold and stiff, the way I like it.
The sky was so clear this morning, and the air so sharp,
Ahh, winter.
Sometimes being uncomfortable is a good reminder that I'm supposed to be doing something productive, and that there are things stopping me.
It's not all fun and games.
Of course, that is what pain is for.
I'm no adrenaline junkie, no way!
Although I am a little crazy.
And sometimes I feel the need to put myself in uncomfortable situations.
Anyway, if you get too comfortable, you'll be less willing to move, and get up, and that's when things go slooooooooow.
And it's hard to get going again.
I gotta get some momentum.
Keeping up? I don't even know what I'm talking about.
I'm sitting here in music extension, blogging, because I've finished my composition (the composing part) and we have a substitute teacher/reliever (whatever you call it).
Oh and for some strange reason, I'm listening to Selena Gomez.
Insanity calls.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
★ tagboard ★
i think they call it freedom of speech
If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
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