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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Okay, so in my lonely world of me and my ipod, I have to say that I no longer care about the art of the music. Personally, as long as it's catchy enough to keep me hyper or deep enough to keep me depressed, I'm happy. I'm sure everyone has opinions on music, but I don't care, repeating I DON'T CARE!
I have weird music, but who cares? As long as I can get the music onto my iPod, it'll be there. I have an odd combination of Taylor Swift (YES! TAYLOR SWIFT! GIVE THE COMPUTER DIRTY LOOKS ALL YOU WANT!!!), Michael Jackson (I don't care if you think he's a pedo!), [soon to be]Adelle (you think she's fat I'll punch you through the computer screen), plus all the streamed stuff.
Also, when I listen to everything, I have songs that immediately remind me of certain people. Here's what I've compiled...
(WARNING! It's along list, if you wish to find your name, use 'ctrl+f')
In no particular order:
Animal (Neon Trees)- Jorja G
Only Girl (in the world- Rihanna)- Cecilia T
Forever and Always (Taylor Swift)- My Awesome Sister Tash L
ABC (MJ)- Mrs Jenson
Nobody's Perfect (Jessie J)- Amy
Love Story (Taylor Swift)- Olivia S
Billie Jean (MJ)- Ms. Lennon
Fernando (ABBA)- Mrs Prtichard
Gimme Gimme Gimme (A man after Midnight- ABBA)- Olivia J
Our Song (Taylor Swift)- My Awesome Sister Clare
Telephone (Lady Gaga)- Charlotte D
Fearless (Taylor Swift)- Hannah P/Nicole L
Who am I living For (Katy Perry)- Gabby L
Just Dance (Lady Gaga)- Emma W
The Climb (Miley Cyrus)- Olivia G
Earth Song (MJ)- Laura O
Neutron Star Collison (Love is Forever)- Katy B
Teenage Dream (Katy Perry)- Evie Lavery
Innocent (Taylor Swift)- Danielle H
Girls and Boys (Blur)- Esther L
Bad Romance (Lady Gaga)- Rosy M
Daydream Beliver (Monkees)- Hannah P
If I had you (Adam Lambert)- Rosie G
Circle the Drain (Katy Perry)- Charlise KW
Total Eclipse of the heart (Glee cast)- All Gleeks, including Meghan D, Bronte EP, Anna P
Wanna be Strting something (MJ)- Anna P
E.T. (Katy Perry)- Rebecca R
Mean (Taylor Swift)- Maria WB
Thriller (MJ)- Hannah P
S.O.S. (ABBA)- Ruth P
Speak Now (Taylor Swift) - Ella S
We speak no Americano- Kelsi L
Money Money Money (ABBA)- Bree T
Picture to Burn (Taylor Swift)- Katherine S
Smooth Criminal (MJ)- Jozsi F
Rockin' Robin- Rebecca (Becky) M
Remeber the time (MJ)- Dani and Jorja/Hansel and Gretel (lol)
Canon in D (Pachebel)- MUX
Unravel (Me)- Maria WB
Bad (MJ)- Val
MR Wendel (Arrested Development)- Tannock B, Lachy W, Carlos GK
Blame it on the Boogie (MJ)- Amelia C
Haunted (acoustic version, Taylor Swift)- 10KR
Do it like a Dude (Jessie J)- Carla D and Lauren I
Memories (David Guetta)- Katherine from Interior and Ange M
Black or White (MJ)- Lauren and the rest of us from Westburn (Room 2 and 3 2008)
Take a Chance on me (ABBA)- Kodai
Grenade (Bruno Mars)- Uncle J
Man in the Mirror (MJ)- Shane H and Jeremy M
Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F. Katy Perry)- Kate C
Super Trouper (ABBA)- Media Team
Human Nature (MJ)- Maxine C
Dancing Queen (ABBA)- Mr Ward
Sparks Fly (Taylor Swift)- Coral H
We R who we R (Kesha)- Britta
They don';t really care about us (MJ)- My darling lil bro
Crazy Frog (Axel F)- Ilam School
Rock with you (MJ)- Ms. Sood
The Best Day (Taylor Swift)- Hannah B
White Horse (Taylor Swift)- Nicole Lok
Secrets (One Republic)- Charlotte C
Dance in the Dark (Lady Gaga)- Emma C
California Girls (Katy Perry)- Ruth P and Bronte EP
Here is my Witness (Kristin Macdonald)- Rosa E
What the Hell- Morgan M
Beat It (MJ)- Meghan D and Mr. Patrick
Hey Stephen (Taylor Swift)- Ayla M
I might edit it all later. Sorry if your name isn't there! I still love you!
(I JUST USED LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE!!! OMG!!!)
It was a hit and run thing, the first person I though for a particular song (these aren't all the songs!) and also, they're not all in the same level, some songs have such a string feeling sttached to them, I can't listen to term without hyperventilating if something's gone wrong in real life. Some of them it was just a slight reminder or feeling. I think I have synthesesia, which is pretty cool. A POSITIVE MENTAL DISORDER!!! WHAT AM I COMING TO?!
And to finish it off, cos I'm feelin' happy today...here's the awesome Jon Cozart.
"I know!"
★ Just play the music. ★
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 ( 9:15 PM )
Okay, so in my lonely world of me and my ipod, I have to say that I no longer care about the art of the music. Personally, as long as it's catchy enough to keep me hyper or deep enough to keep me depressed, I'm happy. I'm sure everyone has opinions on music, but I don't care, repeating I DON'T CARE!
I have weird music, but who cares? As long as I can get the music onto my iPod, it'll be there. I have an odd combination of Taylor Swift (YES! TAYLOR SWIFT! GIVE THE COMPUTER DIRTY LOOKS ALL YOU WANT!!!), Michael Jackson (I don't care if you think he's a pedo!), [soon to be]Adelle (you think she's fat I'll punch you through the computer screen), plus all the streamed stuff.
Also, when I listen to everything, I have songs that immediately remind me of certain people. Here's what I've compiled...
(WARNING! It's along list, if you wish to find your name, use 'ctrl+f')
In no particular order:
Animal (Neon Trees)- Jorja G
Only Girl (in the world- Rihanna)- Cecilia T
Forever and Always (Taylor Swift)- My Awesome Sister Tash L
ABC (MJ)- Mrs Jenson
Nobody's Perfect (Jessie J)- Amy
Love Story (Taylor Swift)- Olivia S
Billie Jean (MJ)- Ms. Lennon
Fernando (ABBA)- Mrs Prtichard
Gimme Gimme Gimme (A man after Midnight- ABBA)- Olivia J
Our Song (Taylor Swift)- My Awesome Sister Clare
Telephone (Lady Gaga)- Charlotte D
Fearless (Taylor Swift)- Hannah P/Nicole L
Who am I living For (Katy Perry)- Gabby L
Just Dance (Lady Gaga)- Emma W
The Climb (Miley Cyrus)- Olivia G
Earth Song (MJ)- Laura O
Neutron Star Collison (Love is Forever)- Katy B
Teenage Dream (Katy Perry)- Evie Lavery
Innocent (Taylor Swift)- Danielle H
Girls and Boys (Blur)- Esther L
Bad Romance (Lady Gaga)- Rosy M
Daydream Beliver (Monkees)- Hannah P
If I had you (Adam Lambert)- Rosie G
Circle the Drain (Katy Perry)- Charlise KW
Total Eclipse of the heart (Glee cast)- All Gleeks, including Meghan D, Bronte EP, Anna P
Wanna be Strting something (MJ)- Anna P
E.T. (Katy Perry)- Rebecca R
Mean (Taylor Swift)- Maria WB
Thriller (MJ)- Hannah P
S.O.S. (ABBA)- Ruth P
Speak Now (Taylor Swift) - Ella S
We speak no Americano- Kelsi L
Money Money Money (ABBA)- Bree T
Picture to Burn (Taylor Swift)- Katherine S
Smooth Criminal (MJ)- Jozsi F
Rockin' Robin- Rebecca (Becky) M
Remeber the time (MJ)- Dani and Jorja/Hansel and Gretel (lol)
Canon in D (Pachebel)- MUX
Unravel (Me)- Maria WB
Bad (MJ)- Val
MR Wendel (Arrested Development)- Tannock B, Lachy W, Carlos GK
Blame it on the Boogie (MJ)- Amelia C
Haunted (acoustic version, Taylor Swift)- 10KR
Do it like a Dude (Jessie J)- Carla D and Lauren I
Memories (David Guetta)- Katherine from Interior and Ange M
Black or White (MJ)- Lauren and the rest of us from Westburn (Room 2 and 3 2008)
Take a Chance on me (ABBA)- Kodai
Grenade (Bruno Mars)- Uncle J
Man in the Mirror (MJ)- Shane H and Jeremy M
Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F. Katy Perry)- Kate C
Super Trouper (ABBA)- Media Team
Human Nature (MJ)- Maxine C
Dancing Queen (ABBA)- Mr Ward
Sparks Fly (Taylor Swift)- Coral H
We R who we R (Kesha)- Britta
They don';t really care about us (MJ)- My darling lil bro
Crazy Frog (Axel F)- Ilam School
Rock with you (MJ)- Ms. Sood
The Best Day (Taylor Swift)- Hannah B
White Horse (Taylor Swift)- Nicole Lok
Secrets (One Republic)- Charlotte C
Dance in the Dark (Lady Gaga)- Emma C
California Girls (Katy Perry)- Ruth P and Bronte EP
Here is my Witness (Kristin Macdonald)- Rosa E
What the Hell- Morgan M
Beat It (MJ)- Meghan D and Mr. Patrick
Hey Stephen (Taylor Swift)- Ayla M
I might edit it all later. Sorry if your name isn't there! I still love you!
(I JUST USED LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE!!! OMG!!!)
It was a hit and run thing, the first person I though for a particular song (these aren't all the songs!) and also, they're not all in the same level, some songs have such a string feeling sttached to them, I can't listen to term without hyperventilating if something's gone wrong in real life. Some of them it was just a slight reminder or feeling. I think I have synthesesia, which is pretty cool. A POSITIVE MENTAL DISORDER!!! WHAT AM I COMING TO?!
And to finish it off, cos I'm feelin' happy today...here's the awesome Jon Cozart.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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