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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
There are quirky habits I look out for when I observe people. I really like it when people have spindly fingers. I like people with cold hands too. I like people who'd eyes crinkle when they smile.
I like people who carry tons of stuff in their pockets. When I was at Christchurch Girls' High School, I had a blazer, which I wore all the time, just so I could put stuff in the pockets. I swear I had an entire pencil case in there, pens, paper, paperclips, scissors, string, you name it! I could put food in there as well. If I was stranded on a desert island, all I'd need was that blazer. My current uniform's pockets are way to small for putting much in apart from the essentials.
Other things I like...
Telephone voices. I love telephone voices. I have one. It's funny, I had a music teacher who called me on the phone once, and I picked up. She asked to speak to me even though I was talking...haha she said "you sound so posh on the telephone!"
Telephone voices are cool. You gotta be prepared for who's going to pick up!
It's fun to observe people's reading and thinking faces too. Some people have pedo faces when they read. Some people stare intently, at the pages of their novel, or at their computer screen, or into space, like me. Some people make faces. I laugh to myself, but that's about it. And sometimes I stick my tongue out or if I'm angry I might even pull the finger at the screen...weird habits.
Also people who carry a gazillion hair ties and bracelets on their wrists are cool. My hair ties are prone to snapping. It doesn't matter what type, what colour or any of that. I can guarantee they won't last 2 weeks. Thankfully, my sister is one of those people with a million hair ties on her wrist at all times.
People who can give full definitions on just about anything you happen to need to know.
People who have travelled the world enought to give you detailed recounts of each country's past, wars, and where the best place is to get a dinner reservation.
People who always have tissues on hand.
People who can hack stuff.
People who can relate completely unrelated stuff to each other.
People who kill time in an exam by sitiing there and twirling their pens.
I like people who can use posh adjectives in sophisticated ways.
Look people, a positive post!
"I know!"
★ Sparkly eyes and pocket emergencies. ★
Thursday, August 11, 2011 ( 1:29 PM )
There are quirky habits I look out for when I observe people. I really like it when people have spindly fingers. I like people with cold hands too. I like people who'd eyes crinkle when they smile.
I like people who carry tons of stuff in their pockets. When I was at Christchurch Girls' High School, I had a blazer, which I wore all the time, just so I could put stuff in the pockets. I swear I had an entire pencil case in there, pens, paper, paperclips, scissors, string, you name it! I could put food in there as well. If I was stranded on a desert island, all I'd need was that blazer. My current uniform's pockets are way to small for putting much in apart from the essentials.
Other things I like...
Telephone voices. I love telephone voices. I have one. It's funny, I had a music teacher who called me on the phone once, and I picked up. She asked to speak to me even though I was talking...haha she said "you sound so posh on the telephone!"
Telephone voices are cool. You gotta be prepared for who's going to pick up!
It's fun to observe people's reading and thinking faces too. Some people have pedo faces when they read. Some people stare intently, at the pages of their novel, or at their computer screen, or into space, like me. Some people make faces. I laugh to myself, but that's about it. And sometimes I stick my tongue out or if I'm angry I might even pull the finger at the screen...weird habits.
Also people who carry a gazillion hair ties and bracelets on their wrists are cool. My hair ties are prone to snapping. It doesn't matter what type, what colour or any of that. I can guarantee they won't last 2 weeks. Thankfully, my sister is one of those people with a million hair ties on her wrist at all times.
People who can give full definitions on just about anything you happen to need to know.
People who have travelled the world enought to give you detailed recounts of each country's past, wars, and where the best place is to get a dinner reservation.
People who always have tissues on hand.
People who can hack stuff.
People who can relate completely unrelated stuff to each other.
People who kill time in an exam by sitiing there and twirling their pens.
I like people who can use posh adjectives in sophisticated ways.
Look people, a positive post!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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