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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
"I know!"
★ Fail Sewing + Day Two (Tattoos and Piercings) ★
Monday, September 26, 2011 ( 10:22 PM )
It's so freaking awesome! I made it yesterday in a moment of random creativeness. The sewing is really bad, because I am not a sewing person. Despite me referring to it as a voodoo doll, it really isn't, it is just a random toy thing I made from scrap fabric. Black magic scares me anyway. If you want one, I'm making more this week! ask for one...I might start selling them for cash haha.
Today's topic according to the 30 day challenge is tattoos and piercings...
2. Talk about your favourite tattoos and piercings, if you have any.
Well, first things first, I have no tattoos. I have never liked tattoos from a young age, even those temporary ones, I just have a weird feeling towards them. I do not plan on getting a tattoo, I think they inconvenience people because you either have to cover them up completely or have them on show, and if you feel like something in between, well tough luck aye? It's retarded. It's useless. And a waste of money.
I have the standard ear piercings for girls. I got them done when I was 2 years old, so I don;t remember a thing (although my mother tells me I bawled my eyes out). Piercings are just as useless as tattoos. Although I'm not complaining about mine!
I don't have a favourite piercing/tattoo! Who does? I have to wonder who wrote this 30 day challenge, because the 2nd question as I have just answered is kinda dodgy...
So I'm writing my own because that's the way I roll haha.
Anyways, today was a random day. I got out of detention! Yippee!!! By being a suck up of course, but you gotta do what you gotta do. And I also made a complete fool out of myself at my friend's singing lesson. I think I should have said no when she asked me accompany her, it was a big mistake. I have to practise 3 pieces now...gah. I'm also sorta excited for Year 10 camp and sorta not excited. I think my brain is really too tired to make up it's mid. Again it is the daylight saving's fault.
Gym was awesome! I got to run!
I LOVE RUNNING WOOHOO!!!
I LOVE SUGAR TOO!!!
Hope you had nice chicken for dinner Olivia.
:P
Today's topic according to the 30 day challenge is tattoos and piercings...
2. Talk about your favourite tattoos and piercings, if you have any.
Well, first things first, I have no tattoos. I have never liked tattoos from a young age, even those temporary ones, I just have a weird feeling towards them. I do not plan on getting a tattoo, I think they inconvenience people because you either have to cover them up completely or have them on show, and if you feel like something in between, well tough luck aye? It's retarded. It's useless. And a waste of money.
I have the standard ear piercings for girls. I got them done when I was 2 years old, so I don;t remember a thing (although my mother tells me I bawled my eyes out). Piercings are just as useless as tattoos. Although I'm not complaining about mine!
I don't have a favourite piercing/tattoo! Who does? I have to wonder who wrote this 30 day challenge, because the 2nd question as I have just answered is kinda dodgy...
So I'm writing my own because that's the way I roll haha.
Anyways, today was a random day. I got out of detention! Yippee!!! By being a suck up of course, but you gotta do what you gotta do. And I also made a complete fool out of myself at my friend's singing lesson. I think I should have said no when she asked me accompany her, it was a big mistake. I have to practise 3 pieces now...gah. I'm also sorta excited for Year 10 camp and sorta not excited. I think my brain is really too tired to make up it's mid. Again it is the daylight saving's fault.
Gym was awesome! I got to run!
I LOVE RUNNING WOOHOO!!!
I LOVE SUGAR TOO!!!
Hope you had nice chicken for dinner Olivia.
:P
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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