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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
MY GYM CURFEW HAS BEEN EXTENDED!?!?!?! WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?!?!?
I have a new obsession with cryptic crosswords. It's not much of an obsession really, but I happened to remember reading about them in a book and I had to try some out for myself, so now I'm addicted. Of course, this doesn't mean I'm any good at them, I'm actually absolutely rubbish, but I like the fact each clue has it's own hidden meaning.
I'm also addicted to the games on Dictionary.com/Word Dynamo...because I have nothing better to do now. My gym curfew has been extended! (as I mentioned before) I'M GOING TO DIE! Last time, when I had 12 weeks off, I put on 5kgs which have not left my body since. 5kgs of crap. I'm going to die again.
Anyway, back to Word Dynamo, there are these cool word games where you have to match the definition to the meaning. Right now my favourite words are juxtapose, obsequious and Archipelago, meaning 'to place side by side for comparison or to observe contrast', 'Obsessively obedient' and 'a group or cluster of islands' respectively. Feel free to make them your favourite words also.
As much as I adore queer and unheard of pieces of the english language and cryptic crosswords, I must say I'm not very good at normal crosswords themselves. I always resort to those online crossword answering softwares. Or a dictionary. But still.
I'm not very good at wordfinds, or sudukos either. Sukukos are my worse nightmare, I can't do them for my life. Everytime I put in one number, I end up contradicting another box/line. I'm a suduko failer. And it's frustrating! Sudukos are definately not my thing.
I'm so bored.
"I know!"
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Monday, September 12, 2011 ( 7:23 PM )
MY GYM CURFEW HAS BEEN EXTENDED!?!?!?! WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?!?!?
I have a new obsession with cryptic crosswords. It's not much of an obsession really, but I happened to remember reading about them in a book and I had to try some out for myself, so now I'm addicted. Of course, this doesn't mean I'm any good at them, I'm actually absolutely rubbish, but I like the fact each clue has it's own hidden meaning.
I'm also addicted to the games on Dictionary.com/Word Dynamo...because I have nothing better to do now. My gym curfew has been extended! (as I mentioned before) I'M GOING TO DIE! Last time, when I had 12 weeks off, I put on 5kgs which have not left my body since. 5kgs of crap. I'm going to die again.
Anyway, back to Word Dynamo, there are these cool word games where you have to match the definition to the meaning. Right now my favourite words are juxtapose, obsequious and Archipelago, meaning 'to place side by side for comparison or to observe contrast', 'Obsessively obedient' and 'a group or cluster of islands' respectively. Feel free to make them your favourite words also.
As much as I adore queer and unheard of pieces of the english language and cryptic crosswords, I must say I'm not very good at normal crosswords themselves. I always resort to those online crossword answering softwares. Or a dictionary. But still.
I'm not very good at wordfinds, or sudukos either. Sukukos are my worse nightmare, I can't do them for my life. Everytime I put in one number, I end up contradicting another box/line. I'm a suduko failer. And it's frustrating! Sudukos are definately not my thing.
I'm so bored.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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