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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Well what don't you know?
In health we had to fill in a careers booklet with daft questions like "Things I like are..." so I'll give you a taste on how I filled it in.
THINGS I LIKE ARE
-Reading about psychological disorders
-Weird adjectives with more than 3 syllables
-Travelling
-Researching random facts
-Chocolate
-Watching medical dramas
-Google
-Philosiphical thinking and paradoxes
-Freebies
THINGS THAT I DISLIKE ARE
-Hospitals
-Politics
-Rugby
-Germs
-Global warming
-The cold
-Messy Handwriting
-Cliches and stuck up people
-Cleaning
MY FRIENDS WOULD SAY I AM (I scrawled next to it 'I don't have friends' which is kinda contradictory)
-Weird
-Crazy
-Obsessive
-Retarded
-Dumb
-Unpredictable
-Undescribable
-Hyperactive/depressed
I AM GOOD AT
-Nothing (especially doing nothing)
-Talking, non stop jibber jabber
-Criticising people
-Talking back
-Mocking people
-Biting my nails
My health teacher is going to have fun marking my careers booklet.
There was akso another section with "Qualities I have/want to develop"
I strggled with the "Qualities I have" section, but for the "Qualities I need to develop." section I put...
-Time Management
-Orgnisation Skills
-Ambidexterity
-Social Skills
-Saying the right thing at the right time
I hate careers.
I'll just spend my life as a professional retard.
I'm on a gym curfew.
You know, the space bar on the keyboard kinda reminds me of pistachios.
I'm so weird.
"I know!"
★ Some Random Facts About Me ★
Friday, September 9, 2011 ( 8:35 AM )
Well what don't you know?
In health we had to fill in a careers booklet with daft questions like "Things I like are..." so I'll give you a taste on how I filled it in.
THINGS I LIKE ARE
-Reading about psychological disorders
-Weird adjectives with more than 3 syllables
-Travelling
-Researching random facts
-Chocolate
-Watching medical dramas
-Philosiphical thinking and paradoxes
-Freebies
THINGS THAT I DISLIKE ARE
-Hospitals
-Politics
-Rugby
-Germs
-Global warming
-The cold
-Messy Handwriting
-Cliches and stuck up people
-Cleaning
MY FRIENDS WOULD SAY I AM (I scrawled next to it 'I don't have friends' which is kinda contradictory)
-Weird
-Crazy
-Obsessive
-Retarded
-Dumb
-Unpredictable
-Undescribable
-Hyperactive/depressed
I AM GOOD AT
-Nothing (especially doing nothing)
-Talking, non stop jibber jabber
-Criticising people
-Talking back
-Mocking people
-Biting my nails
My health teacher is going to have fun marking my careers booklet.
There was akso another section with "Qualities I have/want to develop"
I strggled with the "Qualities I have" section, but for the "Qualities I need to develop." section I put...
-Time Management
-Orgnisation Skills
-Ambidexterity
-Social Skills
-Saying the right thing at the right time
I hate careers.
I'll just spend my life as a professional retard.
I'm on a gym curfew.
You know, the space bar on the keyboard kinda reminds me of pistachios.
I'm so weird.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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★ links ★
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★ credits ★
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★