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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
I swear quite a lot. Increasingly when I am angry. Excessively when I am angry. I don't know whether I swear when I'm angry or whether I get angry when I swear, but the first option seems more likely. Swearing in sign language is fun. And disturbing. People used to look shocked/suprised when I swore. Otherwise I tend to head towards more intricate English, as I find 'normal English' far too monotonous and cliche. And I despise cliches. Yuk.
'Yuk' is one of those words which I am never quite sure how to spell correctly. Is it 'yuk' or 'yuck' or 'yukky' or 'yucky'? Is one of the spelling's American? We seem to blame American's for a lot of things nowadays. Steve Jobs died! Putting it out there.
Back to cliche lanaguage. I think if we all continue as we are in TV dramas and crazy predictable movies ALL of English language is going to become cliche. This is why I endeavour to use words like 'pellucid' instead of 'see through'.
I'm going through one of those random periods of deep thought. Because it's the holidays. And because I have time. I keep thinking back to one person, which is odd, because normally I live by the motto of hating everyone ("I hold no prejudices, I hate everyone equally", don't go cussing me on my bad attitude) but I can't help thinking about the constantly optimistic outlook on life some people can have (obviously not myself!)
There are people you never realise how grateful you are to have until they are taken away.
But I still never learn.
"I know!"
★ Cliche-d Language ★
Sunday, October 9, 2011 ( 11:56 AM )
I swear quite a lot. Increasingly when I am angry. Excessively when I am angry. I don't know whether I swear when I'm angry or whether I get angry when I swear, but the first option seems more likely. Swearing in sign language is fun. And disturbing. People used to look shocked/suprised when I swore. Otherwise I tend to head towards more intricate English, as I find 'normal English' far too monotonous and cliche. And I despise cliches. Yuk.
'Yuk' is one of those words which I am never quite sure how to spell correctly. Is it 'yuk' or 'yuck' or 'yukky' or 'yucky'? Is one of the spelling's American? We seem to blame American's for a lot of things nowadays. Steve Jobs died! Putting it out there.
Back to cliche lanaguage. I think if we all continue as we are in TV dramas and crazy predictable movies ALL of English language is going to become cliche. This is why I endeavour to use words like 'pellucid' instead of 'see through'.
I'm going through one of those random periods of deep thought. Because it's the holidays. And because I have time. I keep thinking back to one person, which is odd, because normally I live by the motto of hating everyone ("I hold no prejudices, I hate everyone equally", don't go cussing me on my bad attitude) but I can't help thinking about the constantly optimistic outlook on life some people can have (obviously not myself!)
There are people you never realise how grateful you are to have until they are taken away.
But I still never learn.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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