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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Change brings a new flurry of thoughts and actions and outcomes.
*sigh*
I hate when people don't tell me things. 'Cos then I plan everything out in my head, and then I have to reorganise it all. I depise reorganising.
And I despise change.
Sometimes it's hard to figure out whether you hate someone to the core or whether you actually enjoy their company. I think gym coaches fall into this catergory. Because no matter how much we say we hate you and bitch about you behind your back (don't worry, all girls bitch about everyone, I've seen it, heard it and done it myself), I think to a certain extent, the company and contructive/deconstructive criticsim is very comforting. A sense of certainty and social jibber jabber comes from this relationship, there's always something to talk about, and there's always advice to be given.
I feel like love hate is one of those things that my life runs on.
love hate love hate hate love hate love hate
hate love hate love love hate love hate love
love hate love hate hate love hate love hate
hate love hate love love hate love hate love
strong words
Strong Emotions.
For a not so strong girl.
"I know!"
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011 ( 7:35 PM )
Change brings a new flurry of thoughts and actions and outcomes.
*sigh*
I hate when people don't tell me things. 'Cos then I plan everything out in my head, and then I have to reorganise it all. I depise reorganising.
And I despise change.
Sometimes it's hard to figure out whether you hate someone to the core or whether you actually enjoy their company. I think gym coaches fall into this catergory. Because no matter how much we say we hate you and bitch about you behind your back (don't worry, all girls bitch about everyone, I've seen it, heard it and done it myself), I think to a certain extent, the company and contructive/deconstructive criticsim is very comforting. A sense of certainty and social jibber jabber comes from this relationship, there's always something to talk about, and there's always advice to be given.
I feel like love hate is one of those things that my life runs on.
love hate love hate hate love hate love hate
hate love hate love love hate love hate love
love hate love hate hate love hate love hate
hate love hate love love hate love hate love
strong words
Strong Emotions.
For a not so strong girl.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
★ tagboard ★
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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I'd probably be dead by now.
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★ archives ★
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
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★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
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