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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
It's the holidays!
But I'm actually really bored already.
I should outline my holiday goals shouldn't I?
Here they are.
-Learn more that the alphabet in sign language.
-Learn Korean (Eeiyn, I enlist your help in this sector)
-Learn Korean sign language.
-Loose weight.
-Buy a swiss army knife.
-Loose weight.
-Learn to throw my voice (if I'm not already doing so unintentionally)
-Stop eating so much junk.
-MAKE CUTE PLUSH STUFF TOYS!
It is quite boring. I never go out in the hols, last term my mother managed to drag me out once (I was still incredibly reluctant) to buy some clothes. EW! Clothes shopping is horrible. All shopping is horrible. *shudders*
We went for family outing today, which is a rare happening, since our car doesn't even fit the entire family in it. Walking around Newmarket, trying (and failing mostly) to bite ice pops even though the wind is whipping our faces, wasn't exactly my cup of tea. I only liked the eating part. Which is why I need to stop of course.
I like the taste of metal.
Just saying.
Lets see what I can accomplish in 2 weeks!
"I know!"
★ Holidays Holidays Holidays... ★
Saturday, October 8, 2011 ( 2:49 PM )
It's the holidays!
But I'm actually really bored already.
I should outline my holiday goals shouldn't I?
Here they are.
-Learn more that the alphabet in sign language.
-Learn Korean (Eeiyn, I enlist your help in this sector)
-Learn Korean sign language.
-Loose weight.
-Buy a swiss army knife.
-Loose weight.
-Learn to throw my voice (if I'm not already doing so unintentionally)
-Stop eating so much junk.
-MAKE CUTE PLUSH STUFF TOYS!
It is quite boring. I never go out in the hols, last term my mother managed to drag me out once (I was still incredibly reluctant) to buy some clothes. EW! Clothes shopping is horrible. All shopping is horrible. *shudders*
We went for family outing today, which is a rare happening, since our car doesn't even fit the entire family in it. Walking around Newmarket, trying (and failing mostly) to bite ice pops even though the wind is whipping our faces, wasn't exactly my cup of tea. I only liked the eating part. Which is why I need to stop of course.
I like the taste of metal.
Just saying.
Lets see what I can accomplish in 2 weeks!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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