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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
My blog has been utterly dead recently. No one comments, no one visits, and it is depressing, especially for a new month! (I suppose it is partially my fault, I haven't done a decent post in 2 days!) I've decided the 30 day challenge thing is lame, and so I'm not going to do it anymore. SO much for that. I lasted a week? Pah. Terrible.
Anyways, I think tomato sauce is just one of those things that goes well with everything. This is because my mum is trying to fatten me up with fried chicken (don't get me wrong I'm not complaining, it was homemade! Except for the chicken, we don't quite have a farm yet), and she tried to make it healthy by having some cauli there for us to pick at (NOT fried), so I drenched the lot in tomato sauce, and it tasted surprisingly good!
The random thing is that I don't even like tomatoes, in fact I utterly despise tomatoes, but I love tomato sauce. I like how Heinz/Watties tries to make it healthy by saying it has lycopene, because honestly, I don't really care about the healthyness of sauce. I mean, you don't see health benefits on mayonnaise do you? (Forgive me if you have, just take a photo and I will stand corrected.)
While on the subject of the content of food packaging, I was wondering, how many people actually read it on a regular basis? I know I can't help myself, I have to read what the food has in it, sometimes just to pass time, but it has actually become a habit. I think it is impossible to look at words constructed from the English alphabet and not read them, know what I mean? So it's hard NOT to read the food packet, unless you don't notice it at all of course. That's different.
Something I though of the other day; I would like to be able to recognise the orgins of different surnames. Have I mentioned this? Any old hobo could pick out an Asian surname, as long as it rhymes with ching or chong (I'm Asian too so I can make fun of it!!!) But it would be interesting to be able to pick out the background of a person just by reading their last name. Welsh surnames? South African surnames? I don't know. I suppose it would just come from exposure to people of different natures. Must mean Asians are taking over (fail).
Another thing, I think I misused the ';' (semicolon I think it is called?!) in the above paragraph. How the heck are you supposed to use those things?! And what kind of name is 'semicolon'? It sound like some sort or gland in the human body which is quite substantial.
Oh my gosh.
What the heck.
My brain power is depleting!
"I know!"
★ Tomato Sauce ★
Sunday, October 2, 2011 ( 2:15 PM )
My blog has been utterly dead recently. No one comments, no one visits, and it is depressing, especially for a new month! (I suppose it is partially my fault, I haven't done a decent post in 2 days!) I've decided the 30 day challenge thing is lame, and so I'm not going to do it anymore. SO much for that. I lasted a week? Pah. Terrible.
Anyways, I think tomato sauce is just one of those things that goes well with everything. This is because my mum is trying to fatten me up with fried chicken (don't get me wrong I'm not complaining, it was homemade! Except for the chicken, we don't quite have a farm yet), and she tried to make it healthy by having some cauli there for us to pick at (NOT fried), so I drenched the lot in tomato sauce, and it tasted surprisingly good!
The random thing is that I don't even like tomatoes, in fact I utterly despise tomatoes, but I love tomato sauce. I like how Heinz/Watties tries to make it healthy by saying it has lycopene, because honestly, I don't really care about the healthyness of sauce. I mean, you don't see health benefits on mayonnaise do you? (Forgive me if you have, just take a photo and I will stand corrected.)
While on the subject of the content of food packaging, I was wondering, how many people actually read it on a regular basis? I know I can't help myself, I have to read what the food has in it, sometimes just to pass time, but it has actually become a habit. I think it is impossible to look at words constructed from the English alphabet and not read them, know what I mean? So it's hard NOT to read the food packet, unless you don't notice it at all of course. That's different.
Something I though of the other day; I would like to be able to recognise the orgins of different surnames. Have I mentioned this? Any old hobo could pick out an Asian surname, as long as it rhymes with ching or chong (I'm Asian too so I can make fun of it!!!) But it would be interesting to be able to pick out the background of a person just by reading their last name. Welsh surnames? South African surnames? I don't know. I suppose it would just come from exposure to people of different natures. Must mean Asians are taking over (fail).
Another thing, I think I misused the ';' (semicolon I think it is called?!) in the above paragraph. How the heck are you supposed to use those things?! And what kind of name is 'semicolon'? It sound like some sort or gland in the human body which is quite substantial.
Oh my gosh.
What the heck.
My brain power is depleting!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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