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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Phew it's been a while since I wrote my random mish mash here. Exams are over! Well the majority of them are. Only one left. And it's 3 weeks away (meaning at this point in time, it is completely irrelevant...all information I process now will be forgotten by then :P)
There's a million and one things to do, as usual...I feel like I'm always hungry nowadays. It is so uncool. Today my mum's friend fropped off these really cool jeans, for me, but I was TOOOOO FAAAAAAAAAAT TO FIT THEM! Argh the depressingness. This is why I'm such a home hobbit. I have nothing to wear which is even vaguely presentable. Bah. Humbug.
Speaking of which...I got into the school production! Except now I'm kinda wondering if it's worth the commitment. Commitment scares me. I've been spending my days making covers (which are all crap, but check out my youtube channel! http://www.youtube.com/user/qwertyunicorn19). Also I laughed so hard during lunch I'm pretty sure I got a full ab workout. My lunchtimes are now much more enjoyable now thanks to a bunch of awesome people (some of which I cannt remeber their names and so I will not type them all out here haha).
Anyways, as I was saying before, I'm going through a phase where I CANNOT STOP EATING!
I have demolished 3 tubs of garlic butter with their accompanying homebaked bread and 2 boxes of cereal? IT TASTE SO GOOD! But it is a vicious cycle.
1. chomp chomp chomp
2. look down at thighs
3. grimace
4. look at various food
5. smile
6. chomp chomp chomp
Get the picture?
Anyways...I have been taking the day of the week as they come in a completely relaxing and meaningless manner...meaning that I'm paying less attention in class...not that I usually do, but less than usual. And the combined fact that exams (well, the majority) are over, the seniors have left and the unmistakenably golden spring weather makes concentrating hard, even though there is still [the horribly horrible] camp and one more exam and prizegiving(s) to deal with...life is good :P
I'm on my 5th bowl of cereal.
oh dear
"I know!"
★ Days of the Week ★
Saturday, November 12, 2011 ( 3:49 PM )
Phew it's been a while since I wrote my random mish mash here. Exams are over! Well the majority of them are. Only one left. And it's 3 weeks away (meaning at this point in time, it is completely irrelevant...all information I process now will be forgotten by then :P)
There's a million and one things to do, as usual...I feel like I'm always hungry nowadays. It is so uncool. Today my mum's friend fropped off these really cool jeans, for me, but I was TOOOOO FAAAAAAAAAAT TO FIT THEM! Argh the depressingness. This is why I'm such a home hobbit. I have nothing to wear which is even vaguely presentable. Bah. Humbug.
Speaking of which...I got into the school production! Except now I'm kinda wondering if it's worth the commitment. Commitment scares me. I've been spending my days making covers (which are all crap, but check out my youtube channel! http://www.youtube.com/user/qwertyunicorn19). Also I laughed so hard during lunch I'm pretty sure I got a full ab workout. My lunchtimes are now much more enjoyable now thanks to a bunch of awesome people (some of which I cannt remeber their names and so I will not type them all out here haha).
Anyways, as I was saying before, I'm going through a phase where I CANNOT STOP EATING!
I have demolished 3 tubs of garlic butter with their accompanying homebaked bread and 2 boxes of cereal? IT TASTE SO GOOD! But it is a vicious cycle.
1. chomp chomp chomp
2. look down at thighs
3. grimace
4. look at various food
5. smile
6. chomp chomp chomp
Get the picture?
Anyways...I have been taking the day of the week as they come in a completely relaxing and meaningless manner...meaning that I'm paying less attention in class...not that I usually do, but less than usual. And the combined fact that exams (well, the majority) are over, the seniors have left and the unmistakenably golden spring weather makes concentrating hard, even though there is still [the horribly horrible] camp and one more exam and prizegiving(s) to deal with...life is good :P
I'm on my 5th bowl of cereal.
oh dear
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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