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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
I swear I have the best epiphanies at the end of an exam. I usually have 3 or 4 questions which are left over at the end because (either):
A. I feel too anxious to do before completing the rest of the paper.
B. I have a major mind block.
C. I am too dumb or have not been listening in class enough to understand the question.
In any case, I usually just do everything else and then stare at the remaining questions until I get some sort of epiphany. It works for me :D
The annoying thing is when you get an epiphany after the exam, then you're like ARGH I TOTALLY COULD HAVE ANSWERED THAT QUESTION!
When I was Year 6 I totally had troubles spelling the word 'answer'. I'd spell it like 'anwser'. I was such a retarded child. I have no idea how this is related to the topic.
Anyways...after not posting for a while it seems all the random information I put aside due to exams has flooded out at once. Well maybe not flooded, the flood is more of a trickle...or what I catch with my teeny cup is a trickle, I can never remember enough shit to write here. Not that any of this is shit of course, well actually...
Lets not go there.
My internet activity is so sad. I have no emails in my inbox. I have random blogwalkers in my cbox. I have stalkers on my YouTube channel. What a sad person I am hahaha.
MY NEW OBSESSION IS GUITAR! OMIGOSH! GUITAR IS AWESOME! I picked one up for about the first time ever and learnt to play that cool song 'In Your Arms' by Kina Grannis in half an hour. And now I have blisters on my fingers. Man I'm weak.
Oh, and I got all Es (which is Excellence, which is the highest mark you can get, NZ system is confusing seeing as A is Achieved, which is equivalent to a plain old pass. Weirdness.) for maths and science! But now there is the dreaded English.
SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE!
"I know!"
★ Epiphanies ★
Wednesday, November 16, 2011 ( 10:00 PM )
I swear I have the best epiphanies at the end of an exam. I usually have 3 or 4 questions which are left over at the end because (either):
A. I feel too anxious to do before completing the rest of the paper.
B. I have a major mind block.
C. I am too dumb or have not been listening in class enough to understand the question.
In any case, I usually just do everything else and then stare at the remaining questions until I get some sort of epiphany. It works for me :D
The annoying thing is when you get an epiphany after the exam, then you're like ARGH I TOTALLY COULD HAVE ANSWERED THAT QUESTION!
When I was Year 6 I totally had troubles spelling the word 'answer'. I'd spell it like 'anwser'. I was such a retarded child. I have no idea how this is related to the topic.
Anyways...after not posting for a while it seems all the random information I put aside due to exams has flooded out at once. Well maybe not flooded, the flood is more of a trickle...or what I catch with my teeny cup is a trickle, I can never remember enough shit to write here. Not that any of this is shit of course, well actually...
Lets not go there.
My internet activity is so sad. I have no emails in my inbox. I have random blogwalkers in my cbox. I have stalkers on my YouTube channel. What a sad person I am hahaha.
MY NEW OBSESSION IS GUITAR! OMIGOSH! GUITAR IS AWESOME! I picked one up for about the first time ever and learnt to play that cool song 'In Your Arms' by Kina Grannis in half an hour. And now I have blisters on my fingers. Man I'm weak.
Oh, and I got all Es (which is Excellence, which is the highest mark you can get, NZ system is confusing seeing as A is Achieved, which is equivalent to a plain old pass. Weirdness.) for maths and science! But now there is the dreaded English.
SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
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