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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
A week has passed...had exams...so extensive mugging was needed.
NOT STUDYING!
MUGGING!
Mugging is like intensive and frantic last minute memorising (not robbing people on the street!It's a Singaporean thing)...studying is more preparation...people who study are well prepared. But then again, most people I know only started mugging at lunchtime or in form/tutor/(protected) time (whatever time you have in the morning before normal classes!). SO in other words their frantic information memorisation only began half an hour or so before the actual exam. If that is the definition of mugging, then I MIGHT have been studying!
:O
I did feel semi prepared. I prepared the least for maths, and I have another maths exam tomorrow at 7.30am (WHY?!). And I started my prep on Friday. DUN DUN DUN!
I have two exams left, the maths one as above, and a music one in 3 weeks. Overall, I think the exams went okay...I mean as a junior, 5 exams is nothing. Next year I'm going to die. I can see the future. I'm going to die. (DUN DUN DUN!)
At least I answered all the questions! (Except maths...maybe I should have listened during parabolas...ah well...I suppose it was only 1 question.) In English, I got a blister from writing...ain't that hardcore? Nah not really.
I'm not ready at all for the exam tomorrow. Freakong out! But trust all us Asians to go try out anyway. This week at assembly, al the maths awards were called, and the teacher announcing it said "we recognise a lot of sporting achievement at this school, but I think it's time we recognise some of our academic and math (she was American) acievement". NO one even bothered to hold in their sniggers (me included). Pretty much everyone called up was Asian (me too! but i didn;t know I was supposed to be there, so they said I was absent lol). The audience CHEERED when the first white person/non Asian took the stage. So racist. But what the heck...GOOD TIMES!
Hard as it is to believe, I'm not too fussed if I fail tomorrow's exam(WHAT KIND OF ATTITYUDE IS THIS?! WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO!?) because it will just be a test of my crappy maths abilities hahaha. And it AINT COMPULSORY!!!
I LOVE CAPS LOCK WHEN I EAT TOO MANY MARSHYMALLOWS!!!
And pretty much all the time when I'm high :D
Anyway...what else has happened in the past week? I feel as if I have done nothing, no gym, no kung fu...I did get a fringe! But it is EPICLY MUNTED because my mum cut it too short =.=
Oh well. Give it a week and it'll be long again :D
I love blogging <3
"I know!"
★ Extensive Mugging ★
Wednesday, November 9, 2011 ( 4:06 PM )
A week has passed...had exams...so extensive mugging was needed.
NOT STUDYING!
MUGGING!
Mugging is like intensive and frantic last minute memorising (not robbing people on the street!It's a Singaporean thing)...studying is more preparation...people who study are well prepared. But then again, most people I know only started mugging at lunchtime or in form/tutor/(protected) time (whatever time you have in the morning before normal classes!). SO in other words their frantic information memorisation only began half an hour or so before the actual exam. If that is the definition of mugging, then I MIGHT have been studying!
:O
I did feel semi prepared. I prepared the least for maths, and I have another maths exam tomorrow at 7.30am (WHY?!). And I started my prep on Friday. DUN DUN DUN!
I have two exams left, the maths one as above, and a music one in 3 weeks. Overall, I think the exams went okay...I mean as a junior, 5 exams is nothing. Next year I'm going to die. I can see the future. I'm going to die. (DUN DUN DUN!)
At least I answered all the questions! (Except maths...maybe I should have listened during parabolas...ah well...I suppose it was only 1 question.) In English, I got a blister from writing...ain't that hardcore? Nah not really.
I'm not ready at all for the exam tomorrow. Freakong out! But trust all us Asians to go try out anyway. This week at assembly, al the maths awards were called, and the teacher announcing it said "we recognise a lot of sporting achievement at this school, but I think it's time we recognise some of our academic and math (she was American) acievement". NO one even bothered to hold in their sniggers (me included). Pretty much everyone called up was Asian (me too! but i didn;t know I was supposed to be there, so they said I was absent lol). The audience CHEERED when the first white person/non Asian took the stage. So racist. But what the heck...GOOD TIMES!
Hard as it is to believe, I'm not too fussed if I fail tomorrow's exam(WHAT KIND OF ATTITYUDE IS THIS?! WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO!?) because it will just be a test of my crappy maths abilities hahaha. And it AINT COMPULSORY!!!
I LOVE CAPS LOCK WHEN I EAT TOO MANY MARSHYMALLOWS!!!
And pretty much all the time when I'm high :D
Anyway...what else has happened in the past week? I feel as if I have done nothing, no gym, no kung fu...I did get a fringe! But it is EPICLY MUNTED because my mum cut it too short =.=
Oh well. Give it a week and it'll be long again :D
I love blogging <3
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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