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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
(Guys, this is not meant to be an offensive or negative outlook on life post. Bear that in mind. I'm just bored and I just watched this cool video titled "25 Things I Hate. Since I don't vlog just get, I thought a written list would suffice.)
1. I hate people who use "Who do you think you are?" as a comeback. I think I'm me thank you very much.
2. I hate it when people on Youtube say "20 likes and..." because they actually can't think for themselves and they need the random people (mostly hobos) of youtube to vote them up.
3. I hate saying the word 'like' inbetween every word in a sentence (I'm not a hypocrite, I hate it when I say it too).
4. I hate it when people say "...and stuff"
5. I hate it when grammar is used incorrectly.
6. I hate the way I interact socially, and how it is based on quirky comebacks, foreign English words and sarcasm.
7. I hate social situations.
8. I hate people who automatically classify any piece of music with a violin (or any other string instrument other that guitar/ukulele) in it as 'classical'.
9. I hate that feeling you get when you die in a dream and it feels like your heart has just been shocked back into action when you hit the bed/floor/hell again.
10. I hate how characters in adult TV shows always have excessively active sex lives to ensure a sotyline and conflict is always present (which I hope are completely unrealistic).
11. I hate that northern hemisphereans don't understand that christmas functions just as normally without snow.
12. I hate it when people pinch small children (and even sometimes moderately big children)'s cheeks as a symbol of affection.
13. I hate it when people treat me like a child who has no opinion and no right to speak.
14. I hate certificates. They have no purpose.
15. I hate that models can have careers just posing and going for shoots. Even actors are better than models.
16. On the same subject, I hate that dumb people can get better jobs than smart people.
17. I hate marmite on toast. It is far too salty.
18. I hate nicknames that have no meaning.
19. I hate it when people flip their hair in an attempt to flirt with member of the opposite sex.
20. I hate being bored.
WHAT CAN I DO TO CONQUER THE BOREDOM?!
"I know!"
★ 20 Things I Hate ★
Friday, December 23, 2011 ( 3:03 PM )
(Guys, this is not meant to be an offensive or negative outlook on life post. Bear that in mind. I'm just bored and I just watched this cool video titled "25 Things I Hate. Since I don't vlog just get, I thought a written list would suffice.)
1. I hate people who use "Who do you think you are?" as a comeback. I think I'm me thank you very much.
2. I hate it when people on Youtube say "20 likes and..." because they actually can't think for themselves and they need the random people (mostly hobos) of youtube to vote them up.
3. I hate saying the word 'like' inbetween every word in a sentence (I'm not a hypocrite, I hate it when I say it too).
4. I hate it when people say "...and stuff"
5. I hate it when grammar is used incorrectly.
6. I hate the way I interact socially, and how it is based on quirky comebacks, foreign English words and sarcasm.
7. I hate social situations.
8. I hate people who automatically classify any piece of music with a violin (or any other string instrument other that guitar/ukulele) in it as 'classical'.
9. I hate that feeling you get when you die in a dream and it feels like your heart has just been shocked back into action when you hit the bed/floor/hell again.
10. I hate how characters in adult TV shows always have excessively active sex lives to ensure a sotyline and conflict is always present (which I hope are completely unrealistic).
11. I hate that northern hemisphereans don't understand that christmas functions just as normally without snow.
12. I hate it when people pinch small children (and even sometimes moderately big children)'s cheeks as a symbol of affection.
13. I hate it when people treat me like a child who has no opinion and no right to speak.
14. I hate certificates. They have no purpose.
15. I hate that models can have careers just posing and going for shoots. Even actors are better than models.
16. On the same subject, I hate that dumb people can get better jobs than smart people.
17. I hate marmite on toast. It is far too salty.
18. I hate nicknames that have no meaning.
19. I hate it when people flip their hair in an attempt to flirt with member of the opposite sex.
20. I hate being bored.
WHAT CAN I DO TO CONQUER THE BOREDOM?!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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