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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
So, it's Christmas.
I don't want to be cliche and gaily wish everybody a Merry Christmas, but
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
I don't actually enjoy the 'festive spirit'. There's nothing I'd like better than to sit at home and just do nothing rather than celebrate all the religious stuff. BUT I had to get up against my will and go to church in the morning (it starts at 10.00am, I wake up at 10.30am =.=) and Church is so...churchy and it was crowded and some random lady made us sit up the front because we were (mostly) kids (come on, I'm 15 next year =.=) and I just felt really uncomfortable. I hate the Christmas stereotypes...presents...trees....turkeys.
My usual Christmas is just an ordinary day, we don't do presents, or crazy dinners, it's just a normal day, as it is for all the other countries that don't celebrate Christmas, and all the poor people and malnourished people who can't afford or are not even priviledged enough to know what Christmas IS.
That's my rant for the day.
Yea. Anyways, moving away from that, I make peppermint creams today!
(And a picture will go on tomorrow because my sister refuses to help me find the camera.)
I'm quite proud of them. I'm no cooking guru, but these are pweettey...
We also went for a Christmas dinner with some of my parent's friends. (Uncle)Barry
forced us to watch the queen in the middle of Mr Bean's Holiday. To make things even more traditional, we had christmas crackers and were forced into public humiliation by being made to wear those little paper hat things and read out the corny jokes. On the bright side, it was actually a very nice meal with yummy gourmet potatoes and delictable corned beef. There were a million types of meat (ham, that corned beef I mentioned, 2 roast chickens, rabbit...) washed down with a few colouring and flavoiring laden cups of raspberry fizzy and sprite, and finished off with 2 and a half pieces of pavlova and alcohol soaked trifle (I'm going to sleep well tonight!)
In conclusion, I enjoyed the food, but hey, I live to eat (typical Singaporean attitude...food=life).
Tommorow, will be BOXING F/DAY and I am most looking forward to reduced to clear propoganda...I'm so frugal! Cheap deals excite me becasue I'm always broke. And I just loooooooooooove reduced to clear Christmas Junk.
Sad Life.
Well anyways,
one last time...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
"I know!"
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Sunday, December 25, 2011 ( 10:35 PM )
So, it's Christmas.
I don't want to be cliche and gaily wish everybody a Merry Christmas, but
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
I don't actually enjoy the 'festive spirit'. There's nothing I'd like better than to sit at home and just do nothing rather than celebrate all the religious stuff. BUT I had to get up against my will and go to church in the morning (it starts at 10.00am, I wake up at 10.30am =.=) and Church is so...churchy and it was crowded and some random lady made us sit up the front because we were (mostly) kids (come on, I'm 15 next year =.=) and I just felt really uncomfortable. I hate the Christmas stereotypes...presents...trees....turkeys.
My usual Christmas is just an ordinary day, we don't do presents, or crazy dinners, it's just a normal day, as it is for all the other countries that don't celebrate Christmas, and all the poor people and malnourished people who can't afford or are not even priviledged enough to know what Christmas IS.
That's my rant for the day.
Yea. Anyways, moving away from that, I make peppermint creams today!
(And a picture will go on tomorrow because my sister refuses to help me find the camera.)
I'm quite proud of them. I'm no cooking guru, but these are pweettey...
We also went for a Christmas dinner with some of my parent's friends. (Uncle)Barry
forced us to watch the queen in the middle of Mr Bean's Holiday. To make things even more traditional, we had christmas crackers and were forced into public humiliation by being made to wear those little paper hat things and read out the corny jokes. On the bright side, it was actually a very nice meal with yummy gourmet potatoes and delictable corned beef. There were a million types of meat (ham, that corned beef I mentioned, 2 roast chickens, rabbit...) washed down with a few colouring and flavoiring laden cups of raspberry fizzy and sprite, and finished off with 2 and a half pieces of pavlova and alcohol soaked trifle (I'm going to sleep well tonight!)
In conclusion, I enjoyed the food, but hey, I live to eat (typical Singaporean attitude...food=life).
Tommorow, will be BOXING F/DAY and I am most looking forward to reduced to clear propoganda...I'm so frugal! Cheap deals excite me becasue I'm always broke. And I just loooooooooooove reduced to clear Christmas Junk.
Sad Life.
Well anyways,
one last time...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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