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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
It's a wrap for the year, and just as well, because my body has already retreated into holiday mode and I really can't be bothered to fight the tiredness/soreness/pain :P
I'm sorry Rosy.
I'm so lazy.
BUT
If the weather is good tomorrow, I will be out and about (OUT OF MY HOUSE! AMAZINGNESS!) I will be at the beach, and making milkshakes on the veranda and going to the playground with my awesome siblings.
I've been watching this twins documentary, and it has tonnes of interesting things about genetics, neurology and PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS! This one twin, according to his mother, used to talk excessively in relationship to his/the other twin who couldn't get a word in edgewise...SO this sounds like me. I also have an extremely short attention span hahaha. I'm pretty sure I have ADHD, in primary school, it was suggested by my teacher that I took up gym to stop me being so hyper (I've told you this before and this clearly hasn't helped). Here's the thing, the subject came up at gym a couple of days ago, and I was told that to conquer the hyperness I needed to do more conditioning/get more fit? It was proabbly some sort of dry threat, as I fail to see how this would have any affect, but I do have to wonder, what would? This is going to be my subtle holiday mission (I've stopped saying holiday obsession, I overuse that phrase far too much).
Anyways, I have started making private vlogs, just because I can, and to flex my movie maker skills which have developed from fail to moderately worthy. Also, my mum is away now, so me and my sister Tash have been busy taking over the kitchen. I made an Oreo milkshake AND IT TASTED SO GOOD!!! Usually of course, I'm cooking illiterate, and I could probably burn water if I wasn't supervised.
POPTARTS ARE AWESOME!
Just saying.
"I know!"
★ Gym ★
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 ( 11:57 PM )
It's a wrap for the year, and just as well, because my body has already retreated into holiday mode and I really can't be bothered to fight the tiredness/soreness/pain :P
I'm sorry Rosy.
I'm so lazy.
BUT
If the weather is good tomorrow, I will be out and about (OUT OF MY HOUSE! AMAZINGNESS!) I will be at the beach, and making milkshakes on the veranda and going to the playground with my awesome siblings.
I've been watching this twins documentary, and it has tonnes of interesting things about genetics, neurology and PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS! This one twin, according to his mother, used to talk excessively in relationship to his/the other twin who couldn't get a word in edgewise...SO this sounds like me. I also have an extremely short attention span hahaha. I'm pretty sure I have ADHD, in primary school, it was suggested by my teacher that I took up gym to stop me being so hyper (I've told you this before and this clearly hasn't helped). Here's the thing, the subject came up at gym a couple of days ago, and I was told that to conquer the hyperness I needed to do more conditioning/get more fit? It was proabbly some sort of dry threat, as I fail to see how this would have any affect, but I do have to wonder, what would? This is going to be my subtle holiday mission (I've stopped saying holiday obsession, I overuse that phrase far too much).
Anyways, I have started making private vlogs, just because I can, and to flex my movie maker skills which have developed from fail to moderately worthy. Also, my mum is away now, so me and my sister Tash have been busy taking over the kitchen. I made an Oreo milkshake AND IT TASTED SO GOOD!!! Usually of course, I'm cooking illiterate, and I could probably burn water if I wasn't supervised.
POPTARTS ARE AWESOME!
Just saying.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
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