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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
My life, is so sad and dreary and meaningless. I have tidied and vacummed and recycled and dusted and tried so hard to make things organised (you should all know this is not one of my talents) and yet somehow, everything is still messy in our house. I'm a wreck. We're only one week into the holidays and I'm already like this. I have spent the whole day watcing Grey's Anatomy clips on Youtube. Is this holiday denial?
How can you be tired from doing nothing?!
I never thought I'd say this but I WANT to go back to school.
(And when school starts again I will say 'Argh I wish it was holidays'. Such is life.)
Right let's outline my day:
I woke up at 10.04am.
The sun was piercing it's sharp rays into my eyes, but it was SUNNY. OMG!
I drank one mug of Milo to the temperature of making your tongue furry if not consumed in a skilled manner, for breakfast.
I cleared the table.
I make 2 long and interesting playlists and burned 2 CDs to play in the car so I would no longer have to rely on the annoying and completely unreliable radio stations.
I picked up every damn scrap of paper off the floor and put it into the recycling.
I filed all my books from last year(s) and random important pieces of paper into my cupboard(s), which now look very tidy and organised.
I chucked all my sisters' stuff into their respective cupboards.
I vacuumed the living room, and the dining room, and the lobby/random room area.
My siblings all came home (half day, it was 12.45pm, don't worry it didn't take me 5 hours to do all of the above).
I ate lunch.
I brought the clothes in since it started pouring incomprehensably sudden rain.
I did the dishes for lunch and breakfast, at once.
I re-read Breaking Dawn.
I started watching Grey's Anatomy.
I continued watching Grey's Anatomy.
I snacked on cheese and crackers.
I drew a unicorn.
(Kidding!)
I opened my mother's Christmas prezzies from kindy (I always do, she finds no pleasure in such trivial affairs) and consumed her fudge and marshmallows, truffles and other sugar loaded goodies. )
Me: "Hmmm! These truffles smell like brandy!" *I take a massive bite*
Mother: "There's a lot of liquor in those!" *snatches them away from me and runs away*
I ate dinner.
I did dishes.
Now I'm here. How awesome is that?
Tomorrow, I MUST get out of the house. The weather is so crazy and random, and I have nothing to wear and nothing to do...
No wonder I feel useless.
"I know!"
★ Holiday Denial ★
Friday, December 16, 2011 ( 6:29 PM )
My life, is so sad and dreary and meaningless. I have tidied and vacummed and recycled and dusted and tried so hard to make things organised (you should all know this is not one of my talents) and yet somehow, everything is still messy in our house. I'm a wreck. We're only one week into the holidays and I'm already like this. I have spent the whole day watcing Grey's Anatomy clips on Youtube. Is this holiday denial?
How can you be tired from doing nothing?!
I never thought I'd say this but I WANT to go back to school.
(And when school starts again I will say 'Argh I wish it was holidays'. Such is life.)
Right let's outline my day:
I woke up at 10.04am.
The sun was piercing it's sharp rays into my eyes, but it was SUNNY. OMG!
I drank one mug of Milo to the temperature of making your tongue furry if not consumed in a skilled manner, for breakfast.
I cleared the table.
I make 2 long and interesting playlists and burned 2 CDs to play in the car so I would no longer have to rely on the annoying and completely unreliable radio stations.
I picked up every damn scrap of paper off the floor and put it into the recycling.
I filed all my books from last year(s) and random important pieces of paper into my cupboard(s), which now look very tidy and organised.
I chucked all my sisters' stuff into their respective cupboards.
I vacuumed the living room, and the dining room, and the lobby/random room area.
My siblings all came home (half day, it was 12.45pm, don't worry it didn't take me 5 hours to do all of the above).
I ate lunch.
I brought the clothes in since it started pouring incomprehensably sudden rain.
I did the dishes for lunch and breakfast, at once.
I re-read Breaking Dawn.
I started watching Grey's Anatomy.
I continued watching Grey's Anatomy.
I snacked on cheese and crackers.
I drew a unicorn.
(Kidding!)
I opened my mother's Christmas prezzies from kindy (I always do, she finds no pleasure in such trivial affairs) and consumed her fudge and marshmallows, truffles and other sugar loaded goodies. )
Me: "Hmmm! These truffles smell like brandy!" *I take a massive bite*
Mother: "There's a lot of liquor in those!" *snatches them away from me and runs away*
I ate dinner.
I did dishes.
Now I'm here. How awesome is that?
Tomorrow, I MUST get out of the house. The weather is so crazy and random, and I have nothing to wear and nothing to do...
No wonder I feel useless.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
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Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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