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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
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ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Yesterday was actually quite a productive day. I have discovered the wonders of audio books for studying, which means 2 of my 5 senses can now absorb information about neuroscience. I'm not sure where I can get one of those cool brain models you take apart and label, that would be studying through touch (I think?) I really don't fancy tasting or smelling a brain, though I have smelt brains before (and dissected them...FUN STUFF!) ad they don't smell particularly bad. This is why being a neurosurgeon is so much better than being cardiosurgeon :P
So, after a morning of unfruitful studying, my sister Tash and I went for a walk. From our house (Remuera) to Newmarket (where we stopped for ice creams, effectively restocking all our burned calories and ruining the purpose of the walk) and then through to Parnell Library, which for all you not familiar with Auckland geography is about 3 and a half kilometers, because I felt so fat, I wanted to carry on and walk down Nicole's street, through Newmarket park, along Shore Road, up Portland Road and then back to my house, which would have been an extra 4km, but instead, we went to the Domain/park/Museum, which was nearby.
We walked through gardens, and ancient paradises and I have to say I have developed quite a taste for gardens and scenery. (I never thought the day would come when I said this.)
Anyways, we also went to the museum (half an hour before closing time) and I LOVE MUSEUMS no matter how much they lack exhibitions. Museums fascinate me, the organisation, the darkness, the freaky glass eyes of stuff animals...(except mummy exhibitions- as in Egyptian mummys...they scare the heck out of me). My brother refused to venture into the museum because it was dark =.= In the end, we managed to see half of the museum, half of the first floor and the entire 2nd floor. There was a volcano exhibition (fitting for Auckland) and within it there was an earthquake stimulating ride which we found very entertaining...although we didn't have a chance to go and sit inside we're definately going to see if it's up to standard!
On the same subject, Christchurch had 4 big aftershocks yesterday...STAY STRONG PEOPLE! COME STAY WITH ME IN AUCKLAND IF YOU NEED!
Why are we talking about yesterday so much? Now we talk about TODAY.
Today, I played online anatomy games.
I did the excess of yesterday's dishes (back on the subject of yesterday, our mains got cut off becasue No. 11 was undergoing renovation. Stupid people didn't telel us so my sister was halfway through her shower when the water stopped hahaha).
And now I'm watching X Factor Auditions hahaha.
I really have nothing better to do. I'm just...not motivated enought to do anything. Sucks. But I guess that's the beauty of the holidays. Motivation to do nothing.
Oh and, Merry Christmas Eve everyone!
;P
"I know!"
★ Museums & Motivation & Merry Christmas Eve ★
Saturday, December 24, 2011 ( 2:55 PM )
Yesterday was actually quite a productive day. I have discovered the wonders of audio books for studying, which means 2 of my 5 senses can now absorb information about neuroscience. I'm not sure where I can get one of those cool brain models you take apart and label, that would be studying through touch (I think?) I really don't fancy tasting or smelling a brain, though I have smelt brains before (and dissected them...FUN STUFF!) ad they don't smell particularly bad. This is why being a neurosurgeon is so much better than being cardiosurgeon :P
So, after a morning of unfruitful studying, my sister Tash and I went for a walk. From our house (Remuera) to Newmarket (where we stopped for ice creams, effectively restocking all our burned calories and ruining the purpose of the walk) and then through to Parnell Library, which for all you not familiar with Auckland geography is about 3 and a half kilometers, because I felt so fat, I wanted to carry on and walk down Nicole's street, through Newmarket park, along Shore Road, up Portland Road and then back to my house, which would have been an extra 4km, but instead, we went to the Domain/park/Museum, which was nearby.
We walked through gardens, and ancient paradises and I have to say I have developed quite a taste for gardens and scenery. (I never thought the day would come when I said this.)
Anyways, we also went to the museum (half an hour before closing time) and I LOVE MUSEUMS no matter how much they lack exhibitions. Museums fascinate me, the organisation, the darkness, the freaky glass eyes of stuff animals...(except mummy exhibitions- as in Egyptian mummys...they scare the heck out of me). My brother refused to venture into the museum because it was dark =.= In the end, we managed to see half of the museum, half of the first floor and the entire 2nd floor. There was a volcano exhibition (fitting for Auckland) and within it there was an earthquake stimulating ride which we found very entertaining...although we didn't have a chance to go and sit inside we're definately going to see if it's up to standard!
On the same subject, Christchurch had 4 big aftershocks yesterday...STAY STRONG PEOPLE! COME STAY WITH ME IN AUCKLAND IF YOU NEED!
Why are we talking about yesterday so much? Now we talk about TODAY.
Today, I played online anatomy games.
I did the excess of yesterday's dishes (back on the subject of yesterday, our mains got cut off becasue No. 11 was undergoing renovation. Stupid people didn't telel us so my sister was halfway through her shower when the water stopped hahaha).
And now I'm watching X Factor Auditions hahaha.
I really have nothing better to do. I'm just...not motivated enought to do anything. Sucks. But I guess that's the beauty of the holidays. Motivation to do nothing.
Oh and, Merry Christmas Eve everyone!
;P
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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