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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
So...I have had a very productive morning on my first day of nothingness in this summer holiday (had gym yesterday, so it's not counted). I ate breakfast, I did dishes, I studied neuroscience. I have also eaten my fair share of calories for the day, as in...3 (bite sized) brownies and 2 gigantor pieces of kaya toast, which is why now at 12.30 I am unable to fit lunch down my throat.
ANyways, the holidays have so far had mostly happy vibes, because I'm doing a good job in keeping out the unhappy ones...and it's sunny and windy and I REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING TO A PLAYGROUND EVEN THOUGH MY PARENTS WOULD NOT ALLOW IT. I'm destined to be stuck at home for most of summer because:
A. My parents are control freaks
B. They won't let me out of the house in the fear I will be assaulted
C. My mother is leaving us, so Dad will be a single parent for a while (Relax! They aren't divorcing! Mother is just heading overseas, and I'm hoping she'll take me!)
D. Rellies are coming over from foreign countries
E. I have gym
What a boring list of excuses.
Anyways, despite the difficulties I face in getting out of the house, there are many things I want to accomplish in the next 2 months. These are...
1. decorate a pair of shoes...as in graffiti them!
2. make a stopmotion video
3. learn the pikachu song
4. decorate my laptop...more grafitti!
5. learn to meditate using taoist meditational techniques
6. go to the playground!
7. cartwheel on the beach
8. go busking
9. write a song in a leafy paradise
10. go to the skytower
11. catch the train
12. learn to draw a unicorn
13. practise viola/violin/piano/ukulele
14. have a life! meet up with Nicole and even POSSIBLY Eeiyn
15. regardless of whether I meet my penfriend or not, I need to buy her some hokey pokey ice-cream and L&P, and deliver them to Nicole, who will feed them to her hahaha
16. paint/colour in my handguards purple
17. loose weight
18. make more covers
19. try to keep my room looking less like a biohazard for at least 1 week!
20. make/write long bble length christmas cards and make the most random christmas prezzies ever!
I'm bored already.
"I know!"
★ SUMMER HOLIDAY OBSESSION/TODO LIST ★
Sunday, December 11, 2011 ( 11:27 AM )
So...I have had a very productive morning on my first day of nothingness in this summer holiday (had gym yesterday, so it's not counted). I ate breakfast, I did dishes, I studied neuroscience. I have also eaten my fair share of calories for the day, as in...3 (bite sized) brownies and 2 gigantor pieces of kaya toast, which is why now at 12.30 I am unable to fit lunch down my throat.
ANyways, the holidays have so far had mostly happy vibes, because I'm doing a good job in keeping out the unhappy ones...and it's sunny and windy and I REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING TO A PLAYGROUND EVEN THOUGH MY PARENTS WOULD NOT ALLOW IT. I'm destined to be stuck at home for most of summer because:
A. My parents are control freaks
B. They won't let me out of the house in the fear I will be assaulted
C. My mother is leaving us, so Dad will be a single parent for a while (Relax! They aren't divorcing! Mother is just heading overseas, and I'm hoping she'll take me!)
D. Rellies are coming over from foreign countries
E. I have gym
What a boring list of excuses.
Anyways, despite the difficulties I face in getting out of the house, there are many things I want to accomplish in the next 2 months. These are...
1. decorate a pair of shoes...as in graffiti them!
2. make a stopmotion video
3. learn the pikachu song
4. decorate my laptop...more grafitti!
5. learn to meditate using taoist meditational techniques
6. go to the playground!
7. cartwheel on the beach
8. go busking
9. write a song in a leafy paradise
10. go to the skytower
11. catch the train
12. learn to draw a unicorn
13. practise viola/violin/piano/ukulele
14. have a life! meet up with Nicole and even POSSIBLY Eeiyn
15. regardless of whether I meet my penfriend or not, I need to buy her some hokey pokey ice-cream and L&P, and deliver them to Nicole, who will feed them to her hahaha
16. paint/colour in my handguards purple
17. loose weight
18. make more covers
19. try to keep my room looking less like a biohazard for at least 1 week!
20. make/write long bble length christmas cards and make the most random christmas prezzies ever!
I'm bored already.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
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★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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even if I don't say ♥ that often
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