c
r
a
Z
Y
Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
4 days into the month and our household has already used up 68% of it's monthly broadband limit. We usually only use about 50% (which is heaps anyway, but the whole month!) O.o
Don't worry, I'll still be blogging, but I ban myself from Youtube for the rest of the month. I think. And my sisters have banned themselves from online gaming, and retreated to use the wii as a subsitute.
So, today, as usual I set myself a goal of doing some physical exercise, except when I woke up the rain was once again attacking the windows. Poor windows. Once again Mother Nature is prohibiting me from venturing outside the house, other than to put the laundry downstairs.
I REALLY FEEL LIKE A MACCAS SOFT SERVE ICE CREAM!!! There is no worse feeling than craving something and not being able to have it...especially when that thing is ice cream.
*sad face*
Anyways, instead of walking 2.5km in the rain to the nearest place which sells ice cream for 60c, I decided to cartoonify myself, so that I have a logo/motif/signature image thingie to customize anything I wish to customise in the future (I haven't put very much thought into this.) Here she is so far...
Okay, I know that you're thinking- "YOU LOOK LIKE THAT?!" and the answer is...no. In fact I feel a little guilty for making her look so pretty when I look like something comparable to an old hag. Anyway, my hair isn't really that long, it's just that cartooning runs on the basis that head should be crazy big and eyes should be sparkly (the true Asian way). The hair and the face/head area is all in proportion to each other but I'm sure you'd guess that my arms aren't really that skinny, and my torso isn't really that short...but the point is...IT'S A CARTOON! And to prove my point I even gave her 3 fingers (when the magical cartooning unicorn abducts you, it takes a finger from each hand as payment).
The original drawing actually looks like this:
I really want a t-shirt like that.
And a donut.
And an ice cream like the mint one on her shirt.
CAN'T WAIT 'TIL MY MUMMY COMES BACK TOMORROW!
"I know!"
★ Cartoonify ★
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 ( 5:06 PM )
4 days into the month and our household has already used up 68% of it's monthly broadband limit. We usually only use about 50% (which is heaps anyway, but the whole month!) O.o
Don't worry, I'll still be blogging, but I ban myself from Youtube for the rest of the month. I think. And my sisters have banned themselves from online gaming, and retreated to use the wii as a subsitute.
So, today, as usual I set myself a goal of doing some physical exercise, except when I woke up the rain was once again attacking the windows. Poor windows. Once again Mother Nature is prohibiting me from venturing outside the house, other than to put the laundry downstairs.
I REALLY FEEL LIKE A MACCAS SOFT SERVE ICE CREAM!!! There is no worse feeling than craving something and not being able to have it...especially when that thing is ice cream.
*sad face*
Anyways, instead of walking 2.5km in the rain to the nearest place which sells ice cream for 60c, I decided to cartoonify myself, so that I have a logo/motif/signature image thingie to customize anything I wish to customise in the future (I haven't put very much thought into this.) Here she is so far...
Okay, I know that you're thinking- "YOU LOOK LIKE THAT?!" and the answer is...no. In fact I feel a little guilty for making her look so pretty when I look like something comparable to an old hag. Anyway, my hair isn't really that long, it's just that cartooning runs on the basis that head should be crazy big and eyes should be sparkly (the true Asian way). The hair and the face/head area is all in proportion to each other but I'm sure you'd guess that my arms aren't really that skinny, and my torso isn't really that short...but the point is...IT'S A CARTOON! And to prove my point I even gave her 3 fingers (when the magical cartooning unicorn abducts you, it takes a finger from each hand as payment).The original drawing actually looks like this:
I really want a t-shirt like that.And a donut.
And an ice cream like the mint one on her shirt.
CAN'T WAIT 'TIL MY MUMMY COMES BACK TOMORROW!
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
★ tagboard ★
i think they call it freedom of speech
If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
Eeiyn Natasha's Fantabulous Blog
My Miniscule Book Blog
Nicole's Spectacular Blog
Maxine's Magnificent Blog
Sapphire's Snaffalicious Blog
Sarah's So Awesome Blog
December 2010
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
March 2012
designer DancingSheep
I'd probably be dead by now.
★ links ★
ctrl + left click
Eeiyn Natasha's Fantabulous Blog
My Miniscule Book Blog
Nicole's Spectacular Blog
Maxine's Magnificent Blog
Sapphire's Snaffalicious Blog
Sarah's So Awesome Blog
★ archives ★
watch me waste my life away
December 2010
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
March 2012
★ credits ★
designer DancingSheep
My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★