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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
If you've ever seen me with my hair out and though "wow your hair is so nice!"
YOU'RE WRONG!
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO GET IT TO THAT STATE?!?!
I'm kidding, I love my hair the way it is. Unbrushed, unruly and completely effortless. My sister tried to run her hands through it today, and I screamed and told her to leave it alone. I prefer the wind to run it's madness through it instead. That's what I'm aiming for- an effortless dreads look (or as my mother calls it, an Asian Afro =.=)
Anyways, I've been very unproductive recently, and I feel terrible (to myself) because I WANNA BE PREPARED FOR SCHOOL! And clearly the way I am wasting my time, that is never going to happen. When I walk into my room, there is a massive mould of clothes that I don't want/don't belong to me/aren't supposed to be kept in the drawer sitting on my bed. Various books are scattered in spine breaking, half read positions across the floor and my sister's hair straightener is lying blazing hot and right in the path of my foot intends to travel. It's a mess. I'm a mess. *sings* "WE'RE ALL IN THIISSSS TOGEETHEEER!!!"
I've developed (or rather, just realised I had) a habit of randomly bursting out into song depending on the nicks of conversation I catch. Examples...
Kate: I can't do this!
Me: "Doon't Stop! Belieeeeeeeeeving!!!"
Clare: But you have the power!
Me: "Poweeeer!!! TO THE PEOPLE!!!"
Somebody I know who said this because I can't remember right now who it was: I've got a bad feeling about this...
Me: "I-I sometiiiiimmmmmeeeesss, I GOTTA GOOD FEELING! YEA! I GOT A FEELING THAT I NEVER NEVER NEVER FELT BEFORE!!!"
Yea. So I'm sorry about that. Just tell me to shut up okay?
(Unfortunately, my shut-upification is not guaranteed.)
My sisters and I were just discussing the genders of our stuff toys (yes, I possess stuff toys. DON'T JUDGE ME! I DON'T CUDDLE THEM!) and I told them mine were all boys (DON'T JUDGE ME! I DO NOT SLEEP WITH MALE STUFF TOYS!) and my sister said that she couldn't decide whether hers were girls or boys so they were gonna be girl-boys.
=.=
I have no idea why I'm so random.
OH! And 2 new videos for gym people on my channel!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNjnpF7bCug -The Gym Song
And The Bar Song is uploading as I type.
I have way too much spare time.
"I know!"
★ Effortless Dreads ★
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 ( 9:51 PM )
If you've ever seen me with my hair out and though "wow your hair is so nice!"
YOU'RE WRONG!
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO GET IT TO THAT STATE?!?!
I'm kidding, I love my hair the way it is. Unbrushed, unruly and completely effortless. My sister tried to run her hands through it today, and I screamed and told her to leave it alone. I prefer the wind to run it's madness through it instead. That's what I'm aiming for- an effortless dreads look (or as my mother calls it, an Asian Afro =.=)
Anyways, I've been very unproductive recently, and I feel terrible (to myself) because I WANNA BE PREPARED FOR SCHOOL! And clearly the way I am wasting my time, that is never going to happen. When I walk into my room, there is a massive mould of clothes that I don't want/don't belong to me/aren't supposed to be kept in the drawer sitting on my bed. Various books are scattered in spine breaking, half read positions across the floor and my sister's hair straightener is lying blazing hot and right in the path of my foot intends to travel. It's a mess. I'm a mess. *sings* "WE'RE ALL IN THIISSSS TOGEETHEEER!!!"
I've developed (or rather, just realised I had) a habit of randomly bursting out into song depending on the nicks of conversation I catch. Examples...
Kate: I can't do this!
Me: "Doon't Stop! Belieeeeeeeeeving!!!"
Clare: But you have the power!
Me: "Poweeeer!!! TO THE PEOPLE!!!"
Somebody I know who said this because I can't remember right now who it was: I've got a bad feeling about this...
Me: "I-I sometiiiiimmmmmeeeesss, I GOTTA GOOD FEELING! YEA! I GOT A FEELING THAT I NEVER NEVER NEVER FELT BEFORE!!!"
Yea. So I'm sorry about that. Just tell me to shut up okay?
(Unfortunately, my shut-upification is not guaranteed.)
My sisters and I were just discussing the genders of our stuff toys (yes, I possess stuff toys. DON'T JUDGE ME! I DON'T CUDDLE THEM!) and I told them mine were all boys (DON'T JUDGE ME! I DO NOT SLEEP WITH MALE STUFF TOYS!) and my sister said that she couldn't decide whether hers were girls or boys so they were gonna be girl-boys.
=.=
I have no idea why I'm so random.
OH! And 2 new videos for gym people on my channel!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNjnpF7bCug -The Gym Song
And The Bar Song is uploading as I type.
I have way too much spare time.
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
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