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Ever wondered what goes on in her mind?
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
★ profile★
ramblings of a teenage girl
My name is Alethea.
I am 14 years old
I have this delusional thing that my name is the best name in the world, but that's just my subconciousness trying to grasp some part of myself that is not self loathing.
I have almost non existent self esteem. Even though I play 3 instruments (well, lets just leave it at 3) and I am supposedly I am a gymnast (I think I am too fail to be under that title), I'm under the impression I am bad at everything. (Which I am!)
I have a very obsessive nature. I am also quite unpredictable and unreliable and I'm scared of being social.
On of my special talents is yodelling.
That's how weird I am of course.
I like talking using words with more that 3 syllables to make it sound as if I am speaking a language other than English, even though that's the only language I speak. I'm a disgrace to Asians apparently because I cannot speak the language in which my complexion screams out otherwise.
I am obsessed with big words and psychological disorders and paradoxes of all kinds.
I have survived through a 7.1 magnitude earthquake and numerous aftershocks, and been to 7 different schools in my life. (And 5 gym clubs and I don't even want to start counting the teachers.)
I fear I am a pessimist.
Sometimes I am a grammar freak too.
This blog is to help other understand what goes on in my head.
Good luck with that!
"You're crazy!"
"I know!"
Last night, I started writing this long boring, awkward, retarded, really drawn out post, and I considered ending my blog ship...
BUT
I have changed my mind.
And that dmb post was 3000 words long. If you caught it written up 'til August, when I gave up and posted it, well done! I have compressed down the most important messages of 2011.
Message to Nicole- NICOLE! I WILL NEVER REGRET ANYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN US AND I LOVED STAYING WITH YOU! YOU WERE SO AWESOME AND HELPFUL AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN MIND (OR VOICE) WHEN I LEFT MY MESSY STUFF ALL OVER YOUR HOUSE! Your Mum makes the best chicken rice ever! Thank you, for lending (okay, practically giving) me your old school uniform and for guiding me through my first ever days in Auckland/school. Thank you for lending me your other stuff and putting up with my weird sleeptalking and other random behaviour. You really helped after having to go through all the Bullshit I had to endure Post-Earthquake wise, and I don't know whether or not you realised (did me being 'happy' do justice?) I was awfully glad to have found some one I could relate to in terms of you. I will always look up to you :D keep being ninja <3
Message to Eeiyn- I NEVER IMAGINED I'D MEET SOMEONE SO FANTABULOUS AND INTELLIGENT AS YOU! THE DAY WHEN THEY FIND OUT YOU ARE THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD I WILL BE LIKE "I KNEW THAT GIRL SORT OF!" Penpals have a new meaning because of you. Thanks for being part of my life (even if it is just cboxing about random stuff and mugging tips :P) <3
And, I know if I wrote to every amazing person my fingers would die of exhuasstion...so I make room for just one more person.
Message to Sapphire- SAPPH! I CAN'T ACTUALLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ENJOY YOUR WEEKLY COMPANY AND YOUR AWESOME CRAZINESS WITHIN! As I typed up my 2011 relection, I actually thought of you a whole lot, and when I think of gym, it's kinda weird that I associate you with gym first above everyone else. Well done. You should be honoured. :D
Now, I am going to design a banana poster.
*Thanks to Gunnarolla for the idea*
"I know!"
★ New Years ★
Sunday, January 1, 2012 ( 11:00 AM )
Last night, I started writing this long boring, awkward, retarded, really drawn out post, and I considered ending my blog ship...
BUT
I have changed my mind.
And that dmb post was 3000 words long. If you caught it written up 'til August, when I gave up and posted it, well done! I have compressed down the most important messages of 2011.
Message to Nicole- NICOLE! I WILL NEVER REGRET ANYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN US AND I LOVED STAYING WITH YOU! YOU WERE SO AWESOME AND HELPFUL AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN MIND (OR VOICE) WHEN I LEFT MY MESSY STUFF ALL OVER YOUR HOUSE! Your Mum makes the best chicken rice ever! Thank you, for lending (okay, practically giving) me your old school uniform and for guiding me through my first ever days in Auckland/school. Thank you for lending me your other stuff and putting up with my weird sleeptalking and other random behaviour. You really helped after having to go through all the Bullshit I had to endure Post-Earthquake wise, and I don't know whether or not you realised (did me being 'happy' do justice?) I was awfully glad to have found some one I could relate to in terms of you. I will always look up to you :D keep being ninja <3
Message to Eeiyn- I NEVER IMAGINED I'D MEET SOMEONE SO FANTABULOUS AND INTELLIGENT AS YOU! THE DAY WHEN THEY FIND OUT YOU ARE THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD I WILL BE LIKE "I KNEW THAT GIRL SORT OF!" Penpals have a new meaning because of you. Thanks for being part of my life (even if it is just cboxing about random stuff and mugging tips :P) <3
And, I know if I wrote to every amazing person my fingers would die of exhuasstion...so I make room for just one more person.
Message to Sapphire- SAPPH! I CAN'T ACTUALLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ENJOY YOUR WEEKLY COMPANY AND YOUR AWESOME CRAZINESS WITHIN! As I typed up my 2011 relection, I actually thought of you a whole lot, and when I think of gym, it's kinda weird that I associate you with gym first above everyone else. Well done. You should be honoured. :D
Now, I am going to design a banana poster.
*Thanks to Gunnarolla for the idea*
We all have times where we say stuff we didn't really mean
I just have more of these times than the average person!
I just have more of these times than the average person!
★ tagboard ★
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If I dwelled on the fact weirdness was a bad thing
I'd probably be dead by now.
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I'd probably be dead by now.
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Sarah's So Awesome Blog
★ archives ★
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★ credits ★
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My life's goal
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★
Is to be spontaneous because that's the way I roll
★ SHOUTOUTS ★
even if I don't say ♥ that often
★ SAPPHIRE! ★
★ KENDALL! ★
★ MAXINE! ★
★ DANIELLE! ★
★ CHARLOTTE! ★
★ CAITLIN! ★
★ LAUREN! ★
★ ERIN! ★
★ EEIYN! ★
★ NICOLE! ★